I started a new job this week at Aultman hospital. As I toured the hospital and began learning my way around I could not help but feel overwhelmed with the memories of mom's last days in the hospital and once again I began going down the "what if" road. What if she would have had a different doctor, what if she would have been in a different hospital, what if we would have insisted on a second or third or fourth opinion, what if we would have realized how little time we actually had.